Wednesday #Haterade: I Hate #Pity Parties

randomlychad  —  November 2, 2011 — 8 Comments

Since about February of this year, I’ve been on what can be termed a “carbohydrate-restricted” diet. I’m sorry, I mean, don’t call it a “diet”–it’s a lifestyle. This lifestyle has been great for my waistline–I’ve lost close to 40lbs–but hasn’t improved my sleep apnea.

Not one bit. I thought by losing weight, I would improve my nighttime breathing. Well, not so much. In fact, if anything, the apnea has gotten worse.

Not only that, though I’ve lost weight, my total serum cholesterol is 212, and my LDL is 143. Not such good numbers.

This, despite my “lifestyle,” and moderate exercise. Guess it’s all in the genes, or something.

Thanks, mom and dad! Thanks a lot.

Anyway, I thought I could get a handle on this without any additional doctor visits, etc. But it’s not looking that way. (You in the peanut gallery: shut up! I know full well it sucks to be middle aged). So, it looks like another sleep study is in order, and with a recurrent staph infection in my left nostril, a visit to the otolaryngologist (otherwise, like Treebeard, known as an ENT) as well. I hate going to the doctor!

All of this added to what my wife is going through health-wise: diabetes, adhesive capsulitis (“frozen shoulder”–for which she has been enduring painful physical therapy thrice-weekly for sometime now), and various other health issues as well.

Added to which, our son has had some issues with bullies at school.

All of which is to say that this introvert’s heart is on overload. Life is too much right now. So much so, that I presently don’t really care about my healthy regimen. I mean: eat right, exercise daily, die anyway, right? So I may as well eat what I enjoy.

Awesome headspace to be in, right? Can I get an “Amen?”

As you can probably guess–if you read yesterday’s post–I’ve been somewhat surly and withdrawn lately. If you don’t believe me, just ask my wife. 😉

I’m sorry if this sounds like a pity party; that’s not why I’m sharing. I’m just trying to be real with you.

Insofar as I know, I ain’t dyin’, but I feel–chronically–only about half alive. I guess what I’m saying is: I could use your prayers.

Thanks, and God bless!

How can I pray for you?

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  • Well I can relate to this article so much. I’ve recently dropped about 18 pounds and plan to lose even more -- and yet at my doctor’s visit last week -- guess who had high blood pressure for the first time in her life? Yeah -- me. I’m going to write a humorous blog about it tonight or tomorrow -- so I can relate. I think it’s stupid. I also think it’s age. And I’m NOT okay with it.

    • Thanks, Cindy! It is stupid, and I’m not ok with it, either, & thus I plan to occupy my belly! 😉

  • Chad, my friend, I pray for you often. I will double my efforts.

    • Thanks, Larry! Praying got you, too. How are you & Jan?

  • Ricky Anderson

    Praying for you, Chad. But you knew that.

    I could use prayer for keeping up with the new job and being a good husband and Dad.

    • Thanks, Ricky! Indeed I do.

      Gotcha covered!

  • I said a prayer for you, Chad.

    Me…I’ve been dealing with some headaches lately. Like every day last week and once or twice this week. I could use some prayers that they would go away -- or that I’d figure out what’s causing them. Thanks!

    • Thanks, Jon! Will be praying for you, too.